I dreamt I was in my house with my contractor, Jason. He wanted to give a presentation about popping the top and adding a second floor, something I’ve been looking at IRL but gave up on because of the cost … almost 300K to add 600 square feet. He and I invited about twenty people […]
It’s finally snowing after a long dry spell. I don’t relish driving in the snow but those fires this summer … I am having a quiet morning in Fort Collins. My sweetheart didn’t sleep well and it’s slippery and cold out so I get to hang out in my robe and write. Two of my […]
I’ve been in my house since Sunday and every single night I’ve had very vivid dreams. They always set the tone for the day and even if they aren’t “good” dreams. Having had an interesting dream starts me off on a good foot. Last night’s was a doozy, buckle up because it is all over […]
I saw Marcia over Thanksgiving. Yes, yes, I know, Covid and staying home. But this wasn’t about turkeys or family traditions that can be put off another year. This is about seeing someone perhaps for the last time. So I went with my boys after having gotten tested. I want them to know her and […]
I cannot believe I’ve taken another trip around the sun! But here I am, a year older and (whew) happier. This last year was a major ass-kicker. I have searched fruitlessly for work, finalized my divorce, started a new relationship, moved in and out of my house dozens of times, am in the process of […]
Panic attacks are a part of our landscape, hardly memorable in their banality.
A weekend trip to Santa Fe with my sweetheart.
AKA: How to get dogs into a loft when you only have a ladder.
Not really funny ha-ha, more like funny OMG I CAN’T BELIEVE I’M STILL ALIVE!
I’m back in the Tiny House and pretty soon I’ll be back in my own house, at least from time-to-time. I had a complete meltdown the other night, it was my last night in FOCO and I found myself more depressed than I can ever remember myself feeling. It was honestly terrifying. I felt my […]