I cannot believe I’ve taken another trip around the sun! But here I am, a year older and (whew) happier. This last year was a major ass-kicker. I have searched fruitlessly for work, finalized my divorce, started a new relationship, moved in and out of my house dozens of times, am in the process of […]
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Panic attacks are a part of our landscape, hardly memorable in their banality.

A weekend trip to Santa Fe with my sweetheart.
I dreamt about a little house across the alley. It was pink stucco and dilapidated and I had fantasies about buying and renovating it. In the meantime a man bought and was working on it. I was walking by and I introduced myself to him, I tried to make conversation about the house, angling for […]

AKA: How to get dogs into a loft when you only have a ladder.

Not really funny ha-ha, more like funny OMG I CAN’T BELIEVE I’M STILL ALIVE!

I would be considered magical if I was surrounded by mice that knew how to sew or birds that helped me bake pies. I’m just like that but with totally useless dogs. Magical AF.
Before going to bed BF asked me if I wanted to go to Santa Fe with him. He is friends with a couple who are world class tango instructors and performers and wants to introduce me to them. I would love a change of scenery and a little NRE. I haven’t been to Santa Fe […]
I’m back in the Tiny House and pretty soon I’ll be back in my own house, at least from time-to-time. I had a complete meltdown the other night, it was my last night in FOCO and I found myself more depressed than I can ever remember myself feeling. It was honestly terrifying. I felt my […]

I made it through my ten days of isolation and now can join the world again, I’m so ready! So is Micah. I’m nowhere near 100% but I can smell a lot more things now. My stomach is still off, though. Maybe it shrunk in the last ten days because I can’t eat very much […]