I’m going to censor myself because I don’t really have anything worth writing. Suffice to say, tomorrow is the first day of school and I hope life will become a little less stressful.
The cumulative effect of all the pressures on me right now (most of which I don’t write about but I don’t want you to think I’m a complete wimp) has my eye twitching like it did when I was getting a divorce and being ousted from a job. When that baby gets going, it’s trouble. My shoulders are so tight I can’t use a purse, it hurts too much.
At least I saw Dr. Ken (that’s right ladies, he’s a doctor) to help me with my hip issue. I don’t know what he did, but it doesn’t hurt anymore.
Anyway, I’m not going to let anything bother me today, or at least I’m going to try to not let them get to me. Last night I felt like a seething ball of rage and anger, and really for nothing.
Not exactly nothing, but I’m not angry at my family and unfortunately they get the brunt of it. It’s not fair.
So if the boys want to sit on the couch and fuck around with the iPad, they can go right ahead. School starts tomorrow. Plus, it’s so blazing hot outside that it would be cruel to make them go out there. Enjoy it while you can, boys.
Twenty one hours, baby.
Time to cut the crap. More shit from the basement. I’m too tired to recycle and be all perfect about it. I’m throwing most of it away.