Christmas 2021

I invited my sweetheart to join us for Xmas eve and his response was ambiguous enough that I took it as a no, and asked Lonny if he would like to come. Then the day before he decided he did want to go and I was confronted with a situation that makes me really uncomfortable … but sometimes it is good to push through discomfort.

So that’s what they were talking about

Now that I am in a really wonderful relationship and my boys are happy and thriving, I am suddenly completely without men. I experienced what it was like to truly enjoy my own company. With no one to expend energy onto I spent it all on myself, and I loved it.


Even though we weren’t comfortable, we really had to get along with each other. Given how much things have changed in our living situation with me all over the place at all times, it felt right to connect.